How do I change the color of my dashboard? Hahaha! Anyone?
Oh, this is weird, and it’s from Mean Girls. Hahaha! Because I have a partly Chinese mom and my dad’s full Filipino. Luckily, I got my skin from my Mom :D
- Dad: (by my bedroom door) Mata na ka?
- Me: (said nothing)
- Dad: ingon imong mommy di ka mgpa pukaw.
- Me: (stared at him blankly)
- Mom: (from their bedroom) Di lagi na mgpa pukaw! Ayaw na hilabti.
- Dad: (sneezed so loud, then stared at me) Naka mata na si Anak sa akong aching!
- Me: HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
- Crazy Dad! Happy anniversary to u both ;)
I’ve always been a weakling. For the last few days, I kept a lot to myself lately and I’ve been through one of the worst feelings I’ve probably had. I kept problems to myself because I was scared to tell anyone and too afraid to be noticed, at least on that side. I was pretty much very busy with a lot of stuff over the past days which I really wanted to keep me occupied, but then it just pops out of no where as if someone just hit my head with a piece of crumpled paper. I was lost, I felt alone and depressed and the feeling was so agonizing it was hard to bear. I don’t have anything, I felt useless and I felt like I was a huge mistake.
Yesterday I contacted the best persons in my life, I said to myself “What the hell? They’ll forgive me anyway” but no, they didn’t judge me, instead they turned into instant lawyers and got my back for what I’ve done, or for that case, something I never really did. I knew who I was when I turned to the best people who would help me and understand me, they made me strong and I loved the feeling, they were really people I could actually count on.
They’re my friends, it’ll take forever for you to find them and they’ll give you the greatest gift man could ever imagine, LOVE and FRIENDSHIP. :) They made me strong and I felt so good after, I knew how to stand up on my two feet, and use my powers to defend and carry myself. I may be a weakling but not anymore, I got an army behind me, ready to defend me in battle.
I am myself when I’m with them, I feel so in place when they’re around. Life is good because I’ve been blessed with these annoying and disaster-filled people whom I can be crazy with. We laugh so loud in public and we wouldn’t care because we know we’re having fun. We spend all night having chikas and we never run out of things to say. We understand each other, we’re the NON-JUDGING BREAKFAST CLUB, well that’s from a Gossip Girl line and yeah, we eat a lot, we’re gaining a lot of weight lately:)
I love you guys, no matter what. I dedicate this blog to you, you know who you are. You brought the best out in me. Love you :*
and straining my damaged eyes. Yaaahoo! Hours and hours in front of this tiny computer.